110 — DARK INSIDE

Losing a Twin Soulmate is a life-altering trauma—grief is all consuming. Glenn and I had vowed we would be holding each other’s hands when it was our time for one of us to leave this realm, whomever was first. With a last breath, we would place a gentle kiss on our beloved’s forehead and then close their eyes forever.

INSTEAD, WE WERE KEPT APART  

The love of my life, my Soulmate died. The overwhelming grief was paralyzing. For months after Glenn’s passing, it felt like my body was filled with heavy rocks.

His Sheldon Memorial charade added an even deeper level of grief. As I sat alone in the back of the Sheldon auditorium during his memorial service, the more I tried to stifle my tears, the more I wept. Leaving his Soulmate out of his memorial service was cruel—it would have never been Glenn’s choice. It was clear how much power he had lost during the last months of life.

For the sake of my own healing, I needed to understand why the aggressive woman from his past was so intent on keeping Glenn and I apart when he was so near death. With the nudging of a friend, I called her hoping for some understanding. We had a polite conversation at first, but when I asked her if Glenn had shared that he and I were Soulmates, I was stunned speechless when she responded in a haughty high-pitched voice and asked if I knew that Glenn had asked her to marry him? Then, in the same haughty tone, she said that the priests she brought in on his deathbed could have married them———"but he died first.” 

……………………...

I miss Glenn’s strong voice, his warm touch, his brilliant creative mind. I miss our long talks and our long walks. I miss listening to music together and I miss our deep spiritual conversations. But most of all—I miss the pure Love we shared with each other for so many years. Even though he is gone from this realm, I am relieved that my dear Soulmate is no longer in pain. I am called to forgive what was done to us. For the sake of our joined souls, integrity requires me to expose the Truth.

Pure Love transcends all.

Spiritual Partners will be 

TOGETHER FOREVER